OK. So I lied.
I haven't given up - I've become more jaded. If I could stop overanalyzing the hell out of everything, though - that would be a LARGE plus. My bosslady called me in to her office yesterday to ask if I'm ok. Obviously, I was not. However, I did tell her I'm on the upswing. And I really feel like I am. She told me that this company is committed to helping me with my career....and that the intent of my up and coming new position is that I will not have to work a 2nd job anymore. WOOOHOOOO! I am on day 2 sans Attivan....and think I just might live through this. I should be relatively used to the panic attacks...but I guess maybe not.
Wish me luck...I'm hoping to get my endorphins in a bunch tonight. ;)
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1 comment:
Sandiiiiii,
I know you may over analyze this but if your boss is asking you if everything is ok….Well…I just hope you get better soon. I hereby formally wish you good luck.
If you are serious about “It’s nice that outsiders want to offer me advice on how to be nicer, gentler, less nuts...or whatever. What none of them know is that I started giving up a long time ago. On happiness, peace, you name it, I'm all set.”
What can I say? Should I just leave you alone now? I mean I am going to miss you especially since summer is coming on in a few months but I feel like every time I literally say anything to you, you get pissed at me. I do not wish to inflict that upon myself and if I am pissing you off, then you should keep avoiding me. I will leave you alone now. I don’t think I have changed at all. I am still the same arrogant, self-righteous, judgmental, happy talkative drunk I have always been but now you cannot stand me anymore. I am sure this post is going to send you into fits of rage but if you read between the lines, you might actually see what I am saying. I really would like to know….How DID it come to this. I both love and miss you Sandi. I wish you all the luck in the world. I hope you get better by Buffet in Sept. I truly truly hope you find what you need to make you happy in life.
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